coalescence

03:10 the first of spring

01:57 bells on the wind

01:53 warm ice

00:59 __rest__

01:57 __silence__

01:44 a ballad for fallen leaves

00:44 one of the many farewells

06:54 the last of spring

quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love and flowers and eyes and quiet and simple and kind and bells and air and wind and rain and leaves and fire and trees and cold and wind and rain and leaves quiet and simple and kind and bellsand fire and trees and cold and ice and death and hope and thorns and love

03:10 the first of spring

01:57 bells on the wind

01:53 warm ice

00:59 __rest__

01:57 __silence__

01:44 a ballad for fallen leaves

00:44 one of the many farewells

06:54 the last of spring

unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and together and shifting and unforgiving and inconsequential and manipulative and emotive and traumatic and deterministic and calculable and dyadic and controlling and friendly and unforgiving

03:10 the first of spring

01:57 bells on the wind

01:53 warm ice

00:59 __rest__

01:57 __silence__

01:44 a ballad for fallen leaves

00:44 one of the many farewells

06:54 the last of spring

harsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and worthless and lonely and miserable and desperate and anxious and bruised and broken and exhaused andharsh and neverending and hopeless and neurotic and painful and stressful and desperate and worthless

indecision

really shaped this project. releasing all three gave me a chance to draw tighter boundaries around my musical style, and give up control. i could release everything i've done in the past two years, and let you piece apart the 3am sketches, graduate school portfolios, distractions from therapy.


all piano, all orchestra, all electronic.